two dollars to get out of class. sweet. selling drinks? hanging with

friends and playing music? awesome. to see a football game. that no one

watches. its where friends and lovers sit together. talk. play music. it

was the awesomest football game ever. it's to write love on her arms day

that made it even funner. it was like an orgie with clothes on. everyone

was laying in grass and on each other. they play their guitars. or they

sing. some didn't even talk. those were usually the lovers. they were

usually just looking up at the clear blue sky. it was so peaceful. i

miss having a lover. but i wasn't depressed. i don't miss him. i miss

being loved by someone. the most powerful kind. the one where you don't

have to incorporate lust in to it. i miss those days and i hope for more